i need to let my thoughts flow for a minute.

i don’t even know how to start … I find it so strange that when you tell someone something, they completely ignore it.. I honestly feel bad. What do you think something changed over night? You think I’m kidding when i speak my mind and say the truth? I’m sorry that you choose not to believe whats right in front of you, but that’s your fault, not mine. I’ve taken a stand and done what I need to do to fix everything so I wouldn’t be complaining about this shit but I just need to get it out and my hands killing me and really don’t feel like physically writing right now. I just had the best week of my life (which I’ll be writing about later) I don’t need this! I’ve spoke my mind ~ I suggest you listen for your own good, cause I’m sorry but now it must be done the hard way. I like to smile and people like to see me smile so I’m just gonna smile and dance and not let a single thing get to me. I’ve gotten so much better at pushing all negativity to the side, I actually am very proud of myself..

My friend told me something the other day while at Farm Fest that really opened my eyes as to how much I’ve changed. Not as a person, but more so my attitude and the way I let others/things/situations effect me. The only thing that could get better in my life right now is to move away. Other than that, I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, food in my stomach, a job (that’s being really annoying right meow but I’ll get through it >_< ) beautiful friends, an amazing family, and music that never stops. I will get out of here soon, and I’ll be leaving all baggage behind… this place really does get the best of me, but I’m trying my hardest not to let it! I just started a new short story, and I don’t think im going to scribble all over this one and basically never finish it, I like the idea and the way I’ve been writing it. Maybe, it will turn into a full blown book ^_^

I have one wish - that what I want to work out right meow, will work out. but shhhh, don’t ask, because I won’t tell. I’m silly sometimes. But it’s quite interesting. skdjfsghkhsgklahgdsgd x________x whatever shape or form it may take anything, I just want it to be there. It gives me comfort and I like that.. and something that consistently makes me smile is always a good thing.

I just hope that was a wake up call and you realize that what’s done is done and you can’t get everything you want so easily, (or really, ever again) sorry, not sorry, but yeah.. meep!

anyways, I’d like to lay my head back down and watch a tinkerbell movie (whoops heh) for just a little while longer. Have a lovely day in the sunshineeeeeeeeeeee ~

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Q: What camera settings do you recommend for good selfie / portrait DSLR pictures? Any tips to get better portrait photos?

I always like to use manual settings, i’m not quite sure what kind of camera you have, but I have a cannon rebel and you can change the back screen to a viewing screen and i try and get the right settings before I click that and then I check the color quality and such through the viewing screen if that makes sense… also, trial and error! and if your outside f/16 is always a perfect f stop for lighting.. i can’t seem to remember the shutter speed im not sure it’s either 1/125 or 1/25 im not sure eek im sorry! but you’ll figure it out, ill try and get more information for you cause this doesnt help much haha


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she’s so high ~ early morning rainy day hooping it felt really nice to have this flow sesh earlier yesterday morning. I hope y’all enjoy !

subscribe to my youtube channel if you enjoy!

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gooood morning. bright and early.

i’ve been having the weirdest sleeps lately, (does that make sense, sleeps hrmmm) anyway, but yeah… It’s hard for me to fall asleep sometimes and when I do I’ve been waking up at least 5 times a night, its like sleep walking that I remember. and I’m having these absurdly vivid dreams. who knows. hopefully I can fall back asleep for a bit. I hope it stays sunny, I really need to wash out my tent from the whack ass hudson project which I may take the time to write a review on if I feel like it.. worst place ever.

anyway, as you can see I’m trying to win tickets to gathering of the vibes, if you can click this link and enter for me i’d be so grateful, all you have to do is put your name and email. it won’t spam your email I promise.

please get me there!
https://facebook.antavo.com/ro/1/?oid=Bd (theres the link!)

also, I’ve been crafting a lot. I’m thinking of just starting my own flow/arts page, I mean what other name can I have besides Tristin Leigh? haha I’ve been trying to figure that out. I’ve been making bean bags (which are terribly hard and painful on my fingers without a sewing machine im going to try and find a cheap cheap one somewhere) but i’ve also been making these little pillows, all hand drawn and they’ve come out so cool! I got rid of my flavorite one at Hudson, I gifted it to my good friend. I’ll post some pictures of them, I’m trying to make some money off of these and have them for future festivals as gifts/trades/sales. I’m also trying to make bigger ones, and have my work mass (well not like thousands) printed so it’s easier than hand drawing on every single one. It really takes time and a lot of love ^_^

I guess this post was pretty pointless, but I’m going to go and try and get back to sleep for a little bit.. I need it. I also need to go back to work, they’re literally killing me.

everyone have a lovely day <3

i love you all!

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okay I promise I’m only going to post to.Facebook.and.tumblr once a day….it’s most certainly annoying

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im sorry im spamming but

I’d really like to win these tickets, it’d really mean a lot to me. I know I have a decent amount of followers on here that would help get me to Gathering of the Vibes, c’mon

the biscuits and the grateful deadumphreys
 dispatch
 slightly stoopid
 ziggy marley
 dark star
 dopapod
 kung fu
 twiddle
 eoto
 nahko
 cosmic dust bunnies
 silent disco on da beach… so many more. This was one of my first festivals besides starscape and bisco, and where i got my first hoop. Please help bring me back!

click this link https://facebook.antavo.com/ro/1/?oid=Bd , enter and I’ll recieve points and youll be entered in the contest if you want.

thanks guys I really appreciate it!

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Live For Live Music is giving away two tickets to Gathering of The Vibes featuringWidespread Panic, John Fogerty, The Disco Biscuits, Umphrey’s McGee, Lotus, moe, Dispatch, Karl Denson’s Tiny Universe…


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Win Two Tickets to the Gathering of The Vibes Music Festival!

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Win Two Tickets to the Gathering of The Vibes Music Festival!

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please enter so I can gain more points to get to vibes I’ll be so happy

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help me out here guys! get this girl to gathering of the vibes

I’m going to be posting this until I win!!! so heres a little info on what to do, just click that link, enter your name and your email (honestly it doesnt even have to be your real stuff if your not really interested in joining the contest) but I’d be so grateful if all of my followers could help me out in winning this contest, I got my first hoop here in 2011 and havent been back since. I will literally cry! please pretty please help me get some points, and if you enter, you will be in the running to win too!

BISCUITS AND THE DEAD ….a triz cant miss that. pleaseeeeeee!

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sorry tumblr, I’m going to do this till i win
all of my followers, please click this link - regardless if you even want to go or not, it would really help me out I’d be the happiest girl in the world, It gives you a chance to win, and also adds 5 more points to my winning! PLEASE !

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Win Two Tickets to the Gathering of The Vibes Music Festival!

Live For Live Music is giving away two tickets to Gathering of The Vibes featuringWidespread Panic, John Fogerty, The Disco Biscuits, Umphrey’s McGee, Lotus, moe, Dispatch, Karl Denson’s Tiny Universe…

and I need to win!!!!!!!

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lotus vibes

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